oVerNight PraYeR meeTing (ONPM)

its 11 plus at night... right now in church there's a overnight prayer meeting going on... for a few times already...i really wanted to go... but assessing my current situation... sighzzz...

when bro. ryan asked the cell who wants to go for it... deep down within my heart i know that if i go for such meeting (lets call it ONPM for short) i would be able to grow spiritually and really experience GOD in a way that i never did before... mainly due to the fact tt i have not been to one and by the testimonies of eugene... i know one day i will be able to go for ONPM openly...

GOD really tested me today... i know i did slip up a few times ... i was really trying v hard to switch it back to GOD immediately... then it came to mind that shouldn't it be the other way round... everything that i see, feel or hear should remind me of GOD... but y wasn't that happening? i remember once during JC1... it was about the time that i first attend church (pei yu's church at holland v.)... one evening after school i head down to jurong east for tuition... i got off the bus behind the library and the sky was beautiful... the sun was setting... the sky was blue n orange with white clouds... that moment i thank the LORD for the beautiful sight that HE created... the wonderful things that no one else could do... i really want that kind of feeling back... the gratiude that flows out so automatically... i really yearn to have that kind of gratitude once again... the slighest things will remind me of YOU and YOUR goodness... thank you LORD...

~ vicky ~